OMG - What a morning I wake up and the world just comes apart.
Screaming matches before my first coffee. . . ARRRRGGGHHHHHhh...
OK firstly allow me to apologies for my last post to you LK.
I wrongly assumed this was some sort of elaborate way to set me up and get me in trouble.
On this I was wrong.
After reading your post Lynchknot, for the first time I was furious at you for insinuating I was to blame for this fraudulent act.
In truth, I didn’t even really believe any of it.
And no at no point have I EVER felt paranoid.
I was so mad after reading it that when I went for breakfast (morning here) and was discussing it.
One of the girls I live with started snickering and looking guilty.
I said “What the %*&$ have you done??”
It seems a few weeks back when I was out, she had some friends over they had a few drinks and started to mess with my computer, which was on and online (downloading-from edonkey), and apparently, the thread we had about you having me on ”ignore” was up.
She said: Quote: “We just sent a stupid e-mail – who cares.”
I was so mad I started going off at her (I was already angry) yelling at her WTF are you doing on my computer in the first place doing *&% like that !!" . .etc . . .
I was absolutely furious and have been having a yelling match about the seriousness of this.
Your suspicions were right.
So yes it was my computer - and I feel sick, furious and stupid all at once.
I have tried to login to the hotmail account ( ken_lynch_39 )but either she has the password wrong or the account has been closed.
Probably both, I think they close after a few days if you don't re-activate them.
She not only blames her friends and denies any involvement (which I seriously doubt) but she also doesn’t give a toss about any of it and told me to “grow up and get a real life away from the computer and all those tragic nerds”.
I tried to ask her who was responsible if it wasn’t her? to which I received verbal personal abuse.
As you can imagine I am extremely pissed off and feel frustrated about what has happened.
I’m really sorry about all this Lynch, but these people don’t give a damn about computers or the net community, its just a toy to them.
And I am as much a victim in this as you.
I hope this has put your mind to rest, as this was the only reason I have posted this.
Complaining to my ISP would have got you no where.
And once again – if I had done this – there are a million ways to mask my I.P. and provider.
But I’m not that stupid or malicious, I believe these girls have no concept or care about if they hurt people. They just see it as, causing a heap of trouble, as a bit of a laugh and they walk away. Although I understand the seriousness and nastiness of this behavior I honestly believe they just did it as drunken prank defending me.
They are just utterly stupid, not evil.
So rest assured LK it’s over.
I also apologies to any other people who have been involved in this stupidity.
Lynchknot, although I know how much you dislike me, I have always really hoped that at some stage we would be friends.
I have never hated you even though we have disagreed.
Many people have told me in PM’s that you really are a nice guy and that in time it would all be cool. I have always hoped we would find a neutral ground and friendship.
I think we have a lot more in common than J. Garner and have often thought we would make an excellent team working on graphics and skins together if we managed to get along.
But that looks like it’s now out the window.
I would NEVER attack someone’s art, as I am an artist myself, least of all target a woman/girl, for the love of God. !!!
Once again I'm sorry about the upset this has caused you but I had no idea until this morning and believe me I am as pissed off as you are.
I don't need this in my life any more than you do.
I feel like a damned idiot.
Also, outside of unplugging my monitor does anyone know of a program that will allow me to continue downloading from such programs as ED2k while I’m away and lock out other users completely ?
I tried just logging out, but it closes my programs and downloads. ?
Also - Please post how you feel about this behavior below so that when she comes back I can print it out and show her all the bull&%$*, her and her friends have caused me and others.
Try not to be too emotional or she will just dismiss it."
Then I might take a break from the forum for a while.
I don't need this.
I want my day back..